I have had lots of ideas this week. I want to be a musician, and I have lots of ideas of how to make that happen. What can I do now to bring that dream closer? There has been so much stuff running through my head this week, ideas of what I can do. And the funny thing is, while I think about how I'm going to make my music glorify God, I'm not actually thinking about Him in the process.
"So, who would like to pray?"
As much as I hate to admit it, I hated this question. It made me afraid. "I don't want to get picked. I don't want to pray. What will they think of me if I stutter or misspeak? What if my prayer doesn't sound as spiritual as other people's prayers?" That's basically what runs through my mind when I hear those words. And that needs to change.
So... my top 20 favorite songs. Seems pretty simple, but it really isn't. It's really really hard to narrow it down to a top 20. Don't believe me? Try it in the comments! I'm interested to see some of your favorite songs as well!
If I had to name one thing that I spend way too much time doing, it would be worrying. I am constantly worrying about different things. After all, if I don't think through every possible scenario, how am I going to react to it? I think through possible situations in my head, and possible outcomes, and how I will react. Things I should do but know I never will. Things that will never ever happen, but I worry about them anyway.